Throwback to a photo shoot with my sis

You want me but you won't win. I'm tired of you on my back, looking over my shoulder, judging me for who I am. I'm tired of the lies, of the constant nagging, and I'm sick and tired of you winning. You make my so mad I want to cuss and fight back.
I'm never that mad.
But I am today.
And I want to let you know.
You will not win.

I'm sick of you acting like you're in control. I'm tired of you pretending you're on my side, when you are my worst enemy. I'm tired of you talking lies behind my back. I'm tired of you pretending you care.

I've never been this mad before. I've never wanted to cuss someone out before. Not like now. Not until today.
I'm tired of the lies you're feeding me. I'm tired of the lies you're feeding those I love. I'm tired of your destroying lies.
You have no control over me and everyone else. You act like we're puppets on a string and you can control our emotions.
 You'd like to that to be truth, but I won't allow it. I won't allow this darkness to consume me. I won't let you take over me. I won't let your lies consume me.
You want me but you won't have me. You want me but you won't win.
You're making this world go dark, but I won't allow it. You're making the depression darker and I won't allow it. You're hurting those I love and I won't allow it.
You're feeding them lies, but I won't let you win. You think this is the end, that the fight is over, but I'm ready to tell you...the fight's just begun. '

I'm sorry I'm not sorry, and I'm telling you to get over and get run over. I've never been this mad before, and you want me but I won't let you win. I will not stand to see people taken under by the lie that you are stronger.
I had a dream in my heart this summer and I will not let it die.
I felt a promise from God that He would never leave me, and I'm clinging to that with my last breath. I felt a promise that revival is possible, and I will not let you shake that.
You think you have me but you won't win.
I won't let you.

I won't let you win. I will allow God to be bigger than you, bigger than my problem, bigger than the heck surrounding me. You think you've won, but He won't let you. You think this is goodbye, but I hate to tell you, we're just said, "hi."
God's not through with you, and neither am I. I won't let you win.
You've think you've won but I just keep reminding myself, "I won't let you win."